This past five weeks
in the States has been absolutely incredible. I am floored by how much grace
God has showed me, how many hugs I've received, and how much support I have
from you all. Thank you for everything. Thanks be to God with His many
blessings in our lives! He is so good.
I am glad that I have
had the opportunity to travel up and down the East Coast visiting friends and
family, as well as raise support. Thank you to the churches, the small groups,
and the individuals that have made my fundraising go smoothly. While I still
have a ways to go, I greatly appreciate each of your support.
Throughout the past month and a half, I couldn't help but read the Martha and Mary story again and again. If you look at Luke 10:38-42, it talks about sisters (Martha and Mary) who welcome Jesus into their house. While Mary sits at Jesus’ feet and enjoys His presence, Martha is busy cleaning the house and making it look presentable. While cleaning, she asks Jesus to make Mary help her. His response goes a little something like “Hey Martha. Chill. Mary is hanging out with me. She isn't preoccupied or distracted with a to-do list. She’s enjoying her company.” Obviously, those aren't his real words, but it definitely makes you think, right?
It always makes me
take a step back and look at my life. I am constantly busy running errands,
getting coffee dates, cleaning, or preparing for something. But when do I ever
just sit and enjoy His holy presence? Being home has taught me to relax and
trust in the Lord more and more. While I just want to be running around “feeling
productive” God calls me to just sit with Him. When do we ever just sit and
enjoy the Lord? It is pretty difficult when we have thoughts running through
our heads constantly. We have homework to worry about, job searching that
stresses us out, problems with friends, addictions that consume our bodies and
minds….but think about this story. Martha is complaining that she has SO much
to do that she interrupts Jesus. We shouldn’t be interrupting Jesus. We should
be demanding Jesus to interrupt OUR lives. We need Jesus. We need a Savior, but
we also need time for Him to save us. We need to be learning and listening to
Jesus, just as Mary does in this story. Martha was wrong in being “distracted
by all the preparations that had to be made.” (v. 40) Jesus responds saying
that Mary “has chosen what is better.” It sure makes me think.
Even today, 5 days from departure, I have quite the lengthy to-do list, but first on my list should be sitting and enjoying His blessings. I should be soaking up his love, spirit, and forgiveness, not worrying about checking things off my list.
But, I should make
myself clear. The Bible also says that man is also made to work. From Genesis 2
throughout the rest of the Bible, it talks about laboring for the Lord, etc. In
Genesis 2:15, God put man in the Garden of Eden to “work and take care of it.”
So, that being said, yes we do indeed need to spend quiet time with the Lord,
but not turning that into laziness and gluttony.
My prayer for you is
that you continuously seek to find alone time with God, that you rejoice in all
His blessings in your life, and that you go, read this story, and ask what God,
Himself, is trying to reveal to you through this passage.
I eagerly await my
departure on Tuesday morning, but until then, I “will rejoice in the Lord
always.” (Phil 4:4)
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